L.W.
I would first tell you to take a deep breath and don't jump to conclusions. This happens to many and I even had a abnormal pap before my sister did to. It turned out fine. My sister thought at one time she had cervical cancer and it all worked out fine. I have been scared before about Breast biopsies and different tests. It is even worse when you have to wait and you just keep thinking about what if. But worrying yourself sick isn't good for you either. Do your research and if you are not comfortable with what they say get a second opinion. Believe me I have done that more then once. It turned out for the best when I did. I have spent several years of my life being misdiagnosed and the stress only made me worse. It wasn't till I found a dr. that would listen till I found answers. So if you feel funny about what they say follow your gut.
I will keep you in my prayers that it all will work out.
Stay focused on your family and it will all work out.
All of you ladies that are going through this prayers will help get you through this. It is what keeps me going. Prayers are said for you as well.
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L.