J.L.
You have gotten some wonderful input by all these caring people. O-mega 3 oils (fish oil ) and vit. D (you can have your level tested by your doctor,some professionals say a normal level is about 50-60) help many people. Some people feel EFT (emotional freedom technique ) has helped them with PTSD. Some people report that St. John's Wort helps them and others say it makes them feel a little irritable.It sounds like you are wanting to try a natural remedy or herbal approach . Have you thought about also seeing a Naturopath in addition to your other health care practitioners? Acupuncture can help with balancing your body on many levels,but it may not be a quick fix. Some Naturopaths are also Acupuncturists. Studies have shown that exercise helps depression. People with depression may benefit from giving themselves the permission to take care of themselves and actually do the exercise , eat healthy nutritious foods like fresh fruits and vegetables (staying away from junk foods,and nutrient depleted white products-pasta,white bread,sugar ,white rice,any thing with white flour), and sleep 7-9 hr. a night. I actually get panic attacks when I eat sugar (I should say when I used to eat sugar). Some people start with just small steps in this direction and just keep progressing as time goes on and look back years later to find they have made huge changes in their life.
There is an interesting article in the Feb. 8,2010 issue of Newsweek that you might want to read "The Depressing News about Antidepressants" .The caption says " Studies Suggest That The Popular Drugs Are No More Effective Than a Placebo". The next page's caption reads " Only in patients with very severe symptoms was there a clinically meaningful drug benefit,the JAMA (Journal of American Medical Association) study found." If that issue is no longer on the news stand then you can usually find back issues at your local library. If someone has severe symptoms they might decide to take antidepressants and they might work for them and any side effects they may experience may be worth it. Many people have no libido for one ,while taking antidepressants,which thus can create new problems in intimate relationships. Some people have very mild side effects and some have severe side effects. Every body's chemistry is different. There are many herbs and drugs that should not take while on antidepressants and St. John's wort is one of them.It needs to be completely out of ones system before taking antidepressants. So anyone on antidepressants might want to talk to their doctor about all of that before they decide to take any new drug or herb if they go on antidepressants.
I was on an antidepressant for 1 week ,many years ago,and I had extremely severe side effects and had to quit them ,and it has taken me years to recover from the side effects.Mine was an unusual case. After that is when I tried herbs,diet changes ,acupuncture,guided imagery, yoga,etc. to recover from the side effects.
I wish you the best ,whatever you decide is right for you, on this journey.
May you be well,whole,and happy.