M.C.
Hi there,
Good for your for trying again! I tried to nurse my 1st but he was born early and was very tiny, so they pushed formula at the hospital and he got nipple confusion. I probably gave up way too easily and just pumped for 8 months, but I missed out on all of that special bonding time with him, and I regret not trying harder.
With my daughter, I prepared myself by reading the breastfeeding book by Dr. Sears. I also asked tons of questions from my LLL friend and other moms who were / had breastfed.
I also didn't get out or purchase any bottles before my 2nd one came. I got in the mindframe that this was going to work and it did!
At the hospital, I made sure I had it completely down pat before I went home. There are lactation specalists that can help if you are having problems. Remember to use the cream if you get tenderness.
I am so glad you are going to give it another shot! I know you can do it!
Good luck to you!