You have a very difficult personal situation for sure, but seem to also be aware of important aspects of your more positive outlets and especially your reaction to a very unsafe drug in general, much less during pregnancy. You may have acute and not severe depression---the former which should not be treated with antidepressants. If you have only taken the medicine for 2-7 days, there is no risk to simply stopping it. This is not the case after more extended use. Note also that it crosses the blood-brain barrier and that you are also dosing your unborn child. Much has been learned about ALL SSRIs (zoloft, paxil, prozac, effexor etc) in the past few years, and little is good. Please return to your physician immediately and be certain that ONLY a psychiatrist continues to recommend an SSRI during your late stage of pregnancy (or any other time).
PLease read this: "Washington, DC: Less than a year ago, in July 2006, the FDA issued a Public Health Advisory on a birth defect found to be associated with Zoloft and other selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor (SSRI) antidepressants by a study in the February 2006 New England Journal of Medicine that found a higher risk of a life-threatening lung disorder in infants exposed to SSRIs, stating:
"A recently published case-control study has shown that infants born to mothers who took selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) after the 20th week of pregnancy were 6 times more likely to have persistent pulmonary hypertension (PPHN) than infants born to mothers who did not take antidepressants during pregnancy."
PPHN infants have difficulty making the transition from breathing inside the womb to normal breathing after delivery, often leading to respiratory failure that requires mechanical ventilation. Even when treated, between 10% to 20% of babies born with PPHN do not survive...."
there is more to this simple article at http://www.lawyersandsettlements.com/articles/00984/zolof..., but substantial scientific literature exists which underscores the real risks of these products. Withdrawl of the newborn is another aspect of concern, as well as your own withdrawl. Please seek informed medical input ASAP. This is not another worry you need to add. You seem strong, and you will get through this. Plan to establish new scrapbooking connections now, so that when the baby arrives and you recover from the birth, you are ready with new friends and activities to support you. They will be far better therapy than any medications and can provide free "counseling" and "talk-therapy", while being better sounding boards as to whether you actually need to seek professional help after the birth. Best wishes with your next two months and a renewal of a happy life together with your children and friends.