I was diagnosed with Type 2 diabetes around my 40th birthday (I'm now 48). I had GD with my first pregnancy, and am convinced I also had it with my 2nd, although it was never diagnosed. I successfully controlled it with medication for a couple of years, but eventually started losing weight without trying (almost 25 pounds!) and got scared enough to finally see an endocrinologist. My sugar was through the roof - I wasn't getting any nutrition from the foods I ate which is why I was losing weight. He immediately put me on insulin, and added several pills to the metformin I was already taking. I have to honestly say it was only then that I began to take my condition as seriously as I should. Being told I need to be insulin-dependent was a really crushing blow - I was depressed about it for a long time. I gained back all the weight I lost, plus some, and was under alot of stress at the time. It finally occurred to me about a year ago (yes, I'm a slow learner!) that I need to come to grips with this and stop sticking my head in the sand about it. I joined Weight Watchers, and am starting to lose the extra pounds. I am working on ways to cope with stress in my life. I am trying really hard to put myself and my health first for a change. And bit by bit, I'm starting to feel like I can make a difference in my own life! I've changed alot of my old eating habits (WW has helped tremendously with this) - replacing processed foods with healthier snacks, switching to whole grains, eating several small meals instead of 3 big ones, etc. My suggestions to you would be to get some cookbooks for diabetics, and to find out how to best balance your food intake you may want to see a nutritionist. Keep walking with your toddler! The more you move, the better you'll feel. If you can, join a local support group for people with Type 2 diabetes, or consider joining WW. Learn as much as you can about Type 2, monitor your blood sugar levels regularly, take time for yourself. Believe me when I say I know it's overwhelming at first, but it is manageable. Take good care of yourself, and good luck!