R.,
My reply is kinda long, too, so I apologize in advance. I appreciate your effort to keep your posting short, but in doing so, some things are not clear to me, so let me see if I have this straight: You mention divorcing your ex- two years ago. He is the father of your two-and-a-half (2.5yo) year old child. You later mention that your two year old (2yo) has never been without "Grammie." Initially, I thought you were saying that your ex's child was 2.5 at the time of the divorce and, thus, would now be 4.5 and that you also have a 2-year old with your new husband. However, in looking at your Mamasource "About me" profile, I believe that you have only ONE natural child to whom you have given birth, a daughter, whose father is your ex-husband. You have since remarried a man who has four children ranging in age from 11 to 18, and they all live with you. You have no natural child with the new husband. There are 3 adults, 5 children and 1 house. Is that right? [Also, it is also a bit confusing when you say that you are BOTH working as a labor and delivery RN AND a stay at home mom. Do you work outside the home, or not?] Unless you correct me: I am basing my advice upon the 3 adult/5 children merged-family model, with the assumption that you DO work, since you say that you help to pay the mortgage:
1. You state, "There is no way out of this without people getting hurt, and relationships being damaged." - IF that is your attitude going into the situation, that is what you will get. Expectations about the outcome of ANY situation are a fundamental part of the outcome. It takes effort, but you can decide to approach you mother in love and without criticism and have a discussion with her about how things need to be (more on this later.)
2. You have been through "divorce counseling." Hopefully, you can see the value in counseling. Often, having a neutral, third party as a listener, sounding board and even arbitrator will create an environment for everyone to express their individual needs and wants. I suggest that you and your husband enter counseling immediately in order to get a healing environment established. Invite your mom to join in the counseling. There will likely need to be a few sessions involving the older step-children (because their needs/views need to be heard, even though they do not need to "drive" the process; realize that step-children have their own sets of baggage and may or may not have some part in the disharmony.) If the counselor is a good one, I envision that he/she will advise that each of you need individual counseling sessions, and that some sessions will be primarily aimed at the individual relationships between (a) you and your new husband; (b) you and your mother; (c) your mother and your new husband. By email, I can provide the name of a wonderful family counselor in San Antonio, Texas, if you need a referral to a counselor in your area. Contact me if you need her name. Also, many Christian churches offer good family counseling, if you do not have other resources.
3. Your household needs "ground-rules." These must be established by agreement/consensus by the adults. Some of these should address how everyone in the house will treat other members: For instance (and this is only a "sample"):
- We will be openly loving to one another (never "ugly.")
- We will demonstrate a positive in attitude (not negative.)
- We will not default to judgmental behavior, but will try to understand each other's views.
- As long as we show one another respect, it is fair to question what another feeling/thinking.
- We will show no favoritism among family members.
- Etc.
The list of household ground rules should initially be drafted by the three adults, together. The list should be long enough to "set the environment" for positive interchange between all family members, but not so long that the "rules" are either broken, ignored or become weapons against one another. Then you should invite the children to review, comment upon (and even edit or add to) and endorse by consensus agreement - remembering at all times that the adults are "in charge." Once these are agreed by all, post the ground rules and ask everyone to personally follow the rules and, in love and with kindness, point out when another member may be violating a ground rule. Keep each other honest.
The facts are these:
- You mother legally owns your home. She helped you through a time of trial and great need. You may, indeed, need to find a way to live separately, but that move does NOT have to result in severing the relationship. You owe your mother respect simply because she is your mother (which does not mean she is without fault, but does govern how you deal with her shortcomings.) You may want to look up the following scriptures in a Bible. For ease, you can use the link at the end of this email to access an Online Bible, if you wish. See Exodus 20:12; Deuteronomy 5:16; Proverbs 23:22; Matthew 19:19; Mark 10:19; Luke 18:19-21; and Ephesians 6:2. AFTER working to establish good communications and a respectful environment, you can determine if the current living arrangement will work. If not, there are services in every city for complementary legal advice. Just Google "Free Legal Services" along with your city and state.
- You are remarried and you and your husband must make the success of this marriage a top priority. See Genesis 2:24; Ester 1:20; Mark 10:6-7 and Ephesians 5:33.
- Your husband owes your mother respect both because she is his elder and because she is your mother. You may want to read the whole book of Ruth in the Bible's Old Testament. Among other things, it talks about the relationships between an older woman, a young woman (in this case, the older woman's daughter-in-law, who has essentially pledged to love the older woman "as her mother,") and the man to whom a young woman remarries. It is a great account that addresses love for another person above love for one's self and healthy relationships between adults when second marriages occur. [FYI, the MIL, Naomi, was originally "bitter" (in fact, her name means bitterness). But her nature changes in the story when she sees how Boaz (the man who courts and marries her daughter-in-law) treats young Ruth.
- Your mother owes your stepchildren respect, because their father has become your husband. See Romans 12:17, 13:7; and 1 Thessalonians 4:11-12)
- In addition to respecting their dad, your stepchildren owe both you and your mother respect, because you are older and are in a place of parental authority for the household. See 1 Timothy 3:4.
- It is admirable for you to pre-think what behaviors and actions are important TODAY to prevent the need for counseling and adjustment in the FUTURE (as is your aim, per your Mamasource profile.)
In truth, ALL of you probably have room to improve your behaviors toward each other (and some may have more growth and behavior modification opportunities, than others.)
One other recommendation is that if your family is not currently attending church as a whole, doing so would be a great way to initiate new behaviors by all parties. Set aside Sunday morning to attend services - both a Bible study (aka Sunday school) and Worship Services. Go out to eat or plan a "family meal" at home afterwards. Using a meal to have everyone "fellowship" and discuss what you learned is a wonderful way to get to set an environment for dialogue about important issues regarding our human condition, treatment of others, and what we each want and must do to fulfill our needs, including spiritual needs. This is a protocol that has been LOST by so many families in today's culture - but it CAN be established if you choose to do so. Like I stated at the beginning, your attitude going into the situation will determine what you get. Expectations about the outcome of ANY situation are a fundamental part of the outcome.
God bless you and the decisions you and your family make in the near future. Life CAN be very difficult. I know that I would not be able to weather the storms of my life without Jesus Christ, Who serves as my Counsel, Friend, Foundation, Strength and Guide.
God bless you,
K.
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