hi O.,
I understand. I do, I do! My daughter, Gabi, is 3 and 1/2 years, and she is still getting the hang of going to the potty. she still wears diapers at night.
I had a baby in Sept. I have another girl who just turned two. my husband and i joke that we are just barely keeping our heads above water. our life changes every day!
gabi was, IS, a very strong-minded girl. she absolutely refused to go without diapers. she turned three the week before our baby, willow, was born. i mean -- come on! -- i heard all the advise, but i had no motivation to use it. i was just going on the feeling that she would use the toilet when she was ready. i talked to her about it every day. my husband was firm with her, he brought home like ten potty books (which helps, by the way!) and even tried to potty train for one whole day. she did it, but it didn't stick. she didn't care about being dirty or wet, either. what the heck?
so i just let it go. after christmas, when willow was three months old, she got over the real difficulties of infancy, life seemed a little more in balance, or maybe the stars were all in position, but ONE DAY, I just had enough. it just hit me that i really WANTED gabrielle to get potty trained. that day i decided ... this is it. I talked to her, very seriously, about why i wanted her to go -- she'll feel so good not wearing diapers, she'll get to go to school and make some friends, she can take a dance class or soccer or something else ... all very real reasons to a three year old.
Well i think she got it. in just an afternoon, she was using her potty. she was so proud of herself, and we were, and still are, so happy for her.
There is so much pressure in our society to "do the correct thing". well, what's the correct thing for your family? I'm sure the day of reconing will come for you, too. I never knew exactly how i would get gabi potty trained -- i always imagined it would just happen. And it did. when she was ready, and when i was ready. there are a lot of very disciplined people who can get their kids potty trained when they are two or younger. i say, whatever ...
don't let that kind of pressure get to you. i still think it was better 'for us' to wait until gabi really wanted to do it. maybe other kids can be worked into it. but gabi's not that way. she's going to be my rocket scientist. she does everything according to some inner voice she was just born with. she was meant to be this way, and we were meant to be her parents, not other people who would have made her go potty on their convenient schedule. I'm not knocking those people, i just don't like the universal consciousness making some people feel bad about themselves.
Good luck, O. -- buy some books for the little guy -- you guys will be fine. someone once told me not to worry so much about potty training ... our kids probably won't be going to college wearing diapers.