C.,
I can't even remember what I did - but after 3 IVF's (5 years ago) we never got pregnant.
But here's what I wanted to tell you....
I thank God that we didn't get pregnant because our adopted son (almost 4 years old now) has been the most amazing blessing to us and I have thought so many times how we never would have had him if the IVF's would have worked.
I hope you do have success - but you'll just have to trust me on this one - the grieving over not being able to bare a child does go away (for probably most of us) once you are holding your child. If you are a Christian, you may be able to see the hand of God working in your life through all of it, once it is done...we certainly did.
Amazing how life works out, isn't it?
Best wishes on your attempts. After living and breathing that stuff for 3 years, it is all a blur to me now - and I'm thankful for that - it was a tough tough time.
J. M.