Hi J..
WOW! I've been where you are. As a matter of fact, I'm 40 and about to have 2 of my frozen embryo's transferred next week!
The rest of the story...
I did 7 IUI's and 1.5 IVF's with a Dr. who should have never performed them without first properly diagnosing me. The doctor I chose was convenient and although I'd heard good and bad, I decided it would be better to stay close to home. All of my treatments failed.
After much heartbreak and the most "absurd diagnosis" followed by a ton of research and one excellent recommendation, I decided to travel to Dallas to “just visit” with a Physician who is at the top of his game: Dr. Samuel Marynick at Texas Center for Reproductive Health at Baylor Hospital ###-###-####. After only 10 minutes into our visit, he said "I think this is what's wrong". He ran tests and he was exactly right! I did one IVF cycle with Dr. Marynick and he retrieved 52 eggs, 27 of which fertilized. After culture, we ended up with 17 embryo's, 7 of which were blastocysts (excellent quality embryo's). We transferred 2 of the 17 and I delivered a beautiful baby girl 38 weeks later. When our baby girl was 10 months old, we thawed and transferred 2 more embryo's and my Boy/Girl twins were born 36 weeks later. Along the way, freezing and thawing, we lost some of the embryo's and we are down to 5 frozen embryo’s (blastocysts), and are currently awaiting thawing and transfer of 2 more.
Although 1 month shy of 36 when my eggs were retrieved, I was still advised to have genetic testing, which I refused. A lot of women feel differently and that is ok, but I didn’t care one way or another. I was giving every child a chance regardless of imperfection, and no- I’m no Saint LOL! Fortunately, all of our biological children have been very healthy. Before IVF, we adopted a baby boy at birth with the notion we were adopting a perfect baby. 3 months into it, we found out differently. Our now 7 year old is profoundly handicap and we love him just the same.
I read A LOT of books on infertility and I can tell you the very best one I’ve read is: Infertility Survival Handbook (Paperback) by Elizabeth Swire-Falker.
I’ve recommended this book to several of my friends and all have had their "AHA" moment with it. It is very thorough from finding the right Dr. with the right Lab facility to the definitions (blastocyst) to how much (realistically) this will cost and everything in between.
If you want to message me with other questions, please do. I’ve done a lot of this and if you need support, sometimes it’s nice to talk to another person of “advanced maternal age” LOL who’s been through it, too.
I wish you success and God speed!
J.