Hi C. - and might I just add that your "a little about me" made me laugh out loud. I've been there with the Noggin/Dora/Teletubbies psychosis!
First of all, you know so many of us have been where you are. Keep in mind that your postpartum craze is TEMPORARY and your brain is just trying to convince you that it will last forever. Perhaps you need a mantra to say until the hormones are lassoed back into the corral.
Second of all, as a mom who conceived "the weekend project" baby so easily and has been waiting for 6 long years to get a second shot, know that you are blessed beyond words with your fertility. This is totally not a guilt trip, just complete truth! God must really know that you can handle a lot! Look at your angels and know that you are truly lucky. I can only imagine what your life will be like in 25 years with all of those grandbabies running around at your feet!
Until you start to feel like you're stepping away from the edge of your mental cliff, crank up some happy tunes, get some endorphines going with a good dance, and kiss that baby to pieces! What's the saying??...fake it 'til you make it!
Best of luck to you and congratulations,
A.