Hey there! Why are you afraid to have a C Section? I feel so bad that you are terrified of this. I had an emergency delivery last Christmas eve, which was a C Section with my first baby, and I will tell you, it wasnt bad AT ALL! I am the BIGGEST wimp about everything. Up until then, I had never had an IV, surgery, been in a hospital for anything!
The thing I was most afraid of was the spinal and the cathater, of all things! Neither were painful. Nothing about the incision or the birth hurt in any way. Believe me I would tell you!
They stitched me up and that was it. I will tell you, I was sore after for a while, but I took Ibuprofin and was fine. I kid you not, my scar is about 4 inches long and is way below the bikini line, even on my low rise underware you cant see it.
I know it can be a scary thing, if you want to talk more about it, let me know!