C.S.
M.,
Have you talked to the people at the rehab about wanting to get treatment but there is no one to take care of your children? Could your husband take care of them while you were in treatment? What about your 15 year old? Couldn't he handle the older 2 during the day and have a daycare watch the baby?
I can tell you are reaching out for help and I want to help you find a solution. Do you go to church? If so, maybe someone there could help you. You must get help and he needs to also. What does your 15 year old say to you? He must know that neither of you are not sober. Once you get treatment, then he could go after you. I'll keep you in my prayers.
God bless, C.