J.F.
I've had several colposcopies and biopsies from abnormal paps over the past few years and it's not so bad, but i know what you mean about being scared... it is so scary any time it includes "cancer"! The colposcopy isn't any worse than a regular exam and pap test, the biopsy part pinches a bit and they normally put gross stuff in there to stop the bleeding, but it's not so bad...
and in most cases the results show up to be ok, it usually means HPV and that often clears up on its own. I honestly know soooo many women who have had this happen and most have nothing come out of it... abnormal and precancerous cells are so common and RARELY form into cancer. And you're definitlely not alone, this is so much more common than most people realize.
In my case i did end up having very aggressive cervical cancer (which is even rarer that the slower moving cervical cancer) after a few years of monitoring precancerous cells... but that's a whole other loooong and ongoing story lol. My biggest advice is to be really good with all follow-ups that the doctor recommends.
Hope your results are good! but if you need any extra info or need to chat let me know :) good luck!