C.G.
Hi! My heart goes out to you! Best wishes with whatever path lays before you. I also am a mom of lots of children, most who are now grown, and a couple of little "late-in-life" babies, and I love it.
I have a really dumb question... Are you sure you are really pregnant? I have not used depo myself, but my daughter has for some years, and I know that her hormones are always a little off whack when she first gets the injection and then again when it it a few weeks away from the next. I just wonder if that could give a false pregnancy reading? It's just a thought...and a totally uninformed one, for what it's worth. We were also told that it takes up to 6-9 months or so initially for the depo to become regulated in one's body.
I wish you the best. If you are really pregnant, congratulations! I know the path will be rough, but someday you'll look back and be ever so thankful that you had that Baby #7. I was that baby #7 myself...and I am so glad to be here! :)
And if you are not pregnant, best wishes with the beautiful family you already have and with the future child you may surrogate, and either way, I hope you begin to feel better soon!