I never knew what I was going to do. I always do my research and then see how I feel about things. So far, I've followed my intuition and all of our parenting experiences has been really pretty great. I never even planned on having ANY kids and now we have 3 and debating on a 4th! My husband is the primary care taker of our children. I work and he started working for me, after quiting his high tech job. Now we both work part time together on T, W, TH and then have 4 full days off with the kids.
Ok, so all of our kids were born at home. I'm not a crunchy granola, but I felt that it was the safest and most comfortable place to have kids, so we did. My husband was hesitant on the first, but after he saw my birth and then multiple hospital births, he was glad we did it the way we did. Once #1 was born in the late afternoon, we just ended up laying down and went to sleep. I was also able to hear him and make sure his breathing remained steady. Newborns learn respiration rate an body temperature from the moms...being so close and feeling the heartbeat, etc. We had a crib all set up and hoenstly, we only ended up using it for diaper changes and some naps. I would nurse him at night and place him in his crib at 7:30pm and he would fall asleep on his own. He start to stir at 9:30pm and I would grab him before he cried, so he wasn't trained to cry when he wanted something, and I'd go to bed, nurse him adn fall alseep. I never understood why moms with babies always were so tired....I never was. I'd roll over nad feed him and fall back to sleep...nothing to clean, nowhere to get up and walk to...it was fabulous. He started spending more time in his crib when he started sleeping through the night and then he'd wake in the am and I'd grab him and bring him to our bed and nurse him. I nursed him for 16 months. He weaned himself to 1 nursing a day in the am upon waking. He moved to a crib matress at the end our bed at 18 months and then we he woke up, he'd stand up and we were right there. Around 3, we moved him completely into in own bed with this phrase, "You need to start sleeping in your own bed." He response,"why?" "becasue we have another baby coming in 6 months and you got 3 years with us and it's only fair that this abby get some time with us without anybody else in our bed." His reponse, "Ok mom." He understood fair and that was it. No issues.
#2 we co-slept witout any hesitation, since the first time went so well. This guy's personalitlity was very different, even though everything, right down to the birth was exactly the same. He needed to be touched ALL of the time. We'd get up to leave and he's know we were gone. So, co-sleeping allowed us to get more sleep and him, too! He weaned himself at 16 months to 2 nursings a day, and they were more charity than anything. We moved him to the crib next to our son's bed, so they could hear each other breathe in the night, etc, at 14 months. No issues.
#3 was born when #2 was 22 months old and she slept with us until she was weaned a month ago. She isn't big into food and at 19 months, I was 90% of her nutrition. It looked like this gal was never going to stop nursing...ever. I was getting visions of a 5 year old grabbing me. I don't have issues with anyone nursing for long periods of time, but it's just not me....and after 4.5 of years of being pregnant and/or nursing, I needed (and my hormones needed) a break. She was nursing 5-7 times during the night at 18.5 months, so one day I just left for the weekend and my husband had all 3 kids. She was fine and started eating solid food. Asked for milk twice and that was it. I returned and she was weaned. We moved her into her own bed and she started sleeping through the night.
So, looking back, it appears that 14-18 months we moved all of our kids into thier own beds...now whether they stayed there all night, is up for debate...but all in all, we have LOVED co-sleeping and now our sons who are 7 and 3 sometimes crawl into bed with each other - and they are all super close. NO sibling rivalry.
Do what your heart feels is right. We know our kids better than any book could and our kids are very independent and have no fears of being abandoned or fears of the dark, or any fears really. Who know if that has anything to do with co-sleeping, but they've al turned out pretty awesome.