Hi C.,
I have suffered from anxiety with this pregnancy (#6) after never going through it with anyone of them before. It started after I almost passed out in town while shopping and when I was ill at home (alone) a few days later with the same thing.
I have had a hard time staying alone since then- my mom has helped me during the day, my older kids (13 and 10) after school, and my husband on weekends and nights. Sometimes I get anxiety for no reason at all, it just comes upon me and it sucks!!!!! I feel lost, upset, depressed, hopeless, ect.. A few things that help me are to try and think postively about something (this is hard) like looking at my child's face, giving them a hug, something I am looking forward too, change what I am doing ect. Do something active like laundry or maybe lay down and watch a good movie to distract myself and rest.
I have also been doing pre-natal yoga on a DVD that I ordered from Amazon (Yoga for your pregnancy) and that helps me to focus. Try to arrange a visit with a friend- have them come to you if that is easier. Share what you are going thru- if they really love you, they won't judge you. I have a lot of pride, but this really helped me to feel less alone and less crazy. Extra company and help are essential to me too. Being by myslef is not healthy for me right now. If none of this helps you please talk to your provider (you should let them know anyways) a counselor might be an option (it helps just to get it out with someone who-trust me-has always heard worse) or medication might be an option to get you through this time. I know sometimes I wonder if I am ever going to be "myself" again, but everyone around me reassures me I will be. I have decided to go without meds because of the great family support I have, but each person needs to make the best choice for their situation. I am due Jan 30 and have been going thru this since the end of Aug. I will pray for you and please know you are not alone!