S.M.
You know I understand. Getting away is difficult. Then when we do things like this happen. My entire life I've been the one to give and give in a relationship. But the people always seem to have so many other friends that I just don't measure up. It seems like the other people do what I don't or can't.
A few years ago someone contacted me that had found my daycare blog. They said they felt that I was just the kind of person that they wanted in a group they were forming. They wanted to do something similar to the red hat society only come up with their own group of 5-6 woman that would go away some weekends and get together monthly. But the very first time they invited me to come meet with them it was short notice and they said they would be spending the weekend together and mentioned drinking. What a LAUGH! When I go to the bank or store I come home and something didn't get done. Or one of the kids broke something. Or someone hit someone or pushed someone down causing a bruise. Yeah, these things can happen when I'm home. They do happen when I'm home. But they don't happen often with me keeping my watchful eye out and there is no way that this control freak could ever go away for a WEEKEND! In 26 years of marriage my husband and I never even did that without kids. Just how would I explain to my husband that I've suddenly decided to become part of a group like something only seen in the movies? And what can I say about the drinking? I emailed the woman that contacted me and shared with her how unlike me that would be and how far fetched the idea is to my world.
In the case of what happened to you with those two woman, S... You probably need to learn to be a little more outgoing and willing to interject yourself into their conversation or gently sway the topic to something the 3 of you could discuss. It's HARD. I'm not usually able to figure out how to do it and always afraid if I did they would be irritated with me for "taking over". So I tend to sit and listen or leave too.