S.,
I remember that feeling and I so feel for you sweeite! We have three children and two are off to college now. (the time does go by too quickly!) I have lots of friends who are teachers as well as Mothers~! (they are great Mommys!)
If you ever want to e-mail or chat on the phone just let me know. My husband has traveled for years and he goes in spurts of being gone a lot. He's in a "traveling spurt" right now. I'm thankful that we still have one at home!
I'm so not ready to be an empty nester!! ha ha
This young age is such a busy time with a little one. Enjoy every minute but don't forget to take time for yourself. You need to take a nap when you need and/or a long shower, etc! Just taking a little time for yourself will make you feel better and you'll enjoy each moment a bit more! I know from expereince because for years I'd never do anything for myself, I'd always put everyone and everything first. (they are pretty close in age) Then one day I finally took someones advise from a friend and took a few minutes to take a nice long shower and it felt so good not to be rushed, etc. It changed the way that I felt all day! My family is my world, but I've been a happier person not losing myself in the busy life we live!
One of my dearest friends S. was our middle childs 2nd grade teacher! We've been friends for years! She teaches part time in Minnetonka and also is a realtor with her husband. They just sold a house for us a few months ago! What a blessing she is! Teachers are such wonderful people! I'm so lucky to know so many!!
It's normal to feel the way that you do and I'm so glad that you're reaching out to others! That's a great thing to do S.. You'll have many wonderful days and some not so wonderful. Make sure that you're surronding yourself with positive people though. I'm not sure how you can screen for that. Maybe you can tell by the way that people respond to you. I know that you'll find some gals from here that will be great support to you!
Enjoy being a Mommy!
S.