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GIRL!!!!!! First off, Congrats on losing the weight... My advise..... DO IT..You went thru the pain of losing the weight, now do something for yourself to prove you did it for a reason.. NO, I have never had surgery like this, but dont fear it, you deserve it and the results will be amazing..You have a right to be scared, it is major surgery. Be sure to talk to your doctor about your anxiety about the surgery. He can probably put a lot of your fears to rest. Be confident in who you are as a person. That is what matters the most. You are beautiful inside AND OUT. Good luck!