D.H.
Hi Kristal,
There is a reason you want more children, your heart has space for more... maybe tons more. Your a mom and a wife, what else is a womans body meant for? Your doing what your meant to do. I think this is the 3rd time I said this on here, but I NEVER hear a woman say,"I wish I didn't have all these kids,", BUT I do hear,"I wish I had more."
Your husband will love the next baby just as much as the first, all he has to do is hold the baby for the first time, and BAM, it just happens. My husband was scared for our first boy after 2 girls, he said he wasn't sure how he was going to be with a son, let me tell you, they are inseperable. He keeps saying,"I love you, son." It's so awesome, a daddy and their kids.
Money wise, don't ever worry about a baby breaking the bank, you will sacrife, dinners out and cable, if you have to. I live in a beautiful home in the suburbs, and my husband makes less than $40k a year, and I am a stay at home mom of 3, and I am pregnant with my 4th. And my kids go to a catholic school...How? We gave up cable, (TV is awful these days for kids anyway, PBS is a great station for wholesome kid shows) going out to eat ALL the time, and my kids are missing NOTHING. They are happy and content. All you need is lots of love, and each other. They learn a lot that way, good luck, and keep us posted.
God Bless!