Hi D. ... I'm very sorry to hear about your marriage, especially since you have two children. I divorced my first husband back in 1996, and it was about as simple as it could get. I filed, he went along with it all, no complications, but we do have two children who were 6 and almost 4 then. I know you say that you want something cheap, but a divorce and your children's legal well-being are worth every dollar that you pay an attorney, especially if you think your husband will fight back. If your marriage is truly over, and you see nothing better in the future, I encourage you to do whatever it takes -- hock the plasma tv, do whatever you must -- to hire an attorney that will give you the direction and knowledge to plot you and your kids' futures. There might be some places that say they'll divorce you for $150, but in Texas it's not quite that simple, and having children complicates it even more. Good luck to you, wish you could stay with your husband for the sake of the children.