C.H.
Hi J.,
I have a suggestion that could help. When you pray, I am guessing that you are asking God to help Olivia to be strong and well (in the future). Since you are asking God's help and believing that it will be done (in the future), start thanking God now that Olivia is well, happy, perfect and strong. Begin thanking for what you are asking for as already having received it. If this is new practice to you it seems odd at first. I am NOT suggesting that you stop taking her to the dr. or stop giving her meds if she needs them. Envision her walking, running, playing, laughing, growing like every normal child. In your mind's eye, "See" a well child, not a sick one. As you practice this style of prayer, your fears about what all could go wrong and how devastated you'd be if...etc. will diminish. If she should have a difficulty, then imagine it is just a bump in the road toward her being whole and strong. (In a rough patch, we might be tempted to imagine that this new prayer is not working. That is incorrect.) When you receive answer to prayer, you give thanks. Start by thanking God today for her wholeness. This is a new method for me and felt strange at first. I began about a year and a half ago and it has changed my life and lessened my fears. When I give thanks for anything, God's answers Always exceed my request.
(If this seems odd, imagine it this way: If you got sick at school, called your mom to come pick you up, you had the confidence in her that she was coming as quickly as possible. You didn't begin worrying that she wouldn't come just because she wasn't there Yet. You knew she loved you and was answering your call for help in the best possible way. Perhaps your mom had to call your aunt to pick you up.) Sometimes answers come in a way we hadn't expected. All resources are God's. You and your family are blessed! C.