T.J.
I don't have an answer for you but I do understand the irrational fear of bees! They along with deep water are my biggest fears. I have had problems occasionally with irrational fears since two really bad car accidents I was in, feel sometimes like I have a dark cloud over me. I was on zoloft for a few months until I felt strong enough to want to feel that way all the time and not become dependent on anything. Have you gone to counseling? That helped me a lot. And writing down the good things each morning and evening. Hang in there mama, glad you're moving close to family. Life is full of changes and stresses, but know that God only picks the strong ones because he knows they can handle it! =)