Venting, Stressed & Just Want to Be a Good Mother.
This is probably more of a vent than a question, or perhaps I'm simply looking for someone to say, "It's ok." The last 5 years of my life have been a bit drama filled... in good ways and in some sad ways. The love of my life & I became pregnant during our engagement, just three days prior to our wedding (I was 20 wks along) I started going into labor. After an emergency surgery & inverted bedrest, we held a make-shift ceremony in the maturnity ward. 1 month later I was ambulance 2 hours away and gave birth to a 2#3oz baby boy. I lived in...