I know how you feel...I'm in the 34G or 36DDD range. I can't say that they'd be "sexy" lingerie, if that is what you are looking for, but JcPenney sells a few styles in their catalog in the 36DDD size, and several others in the 38DD area. I'm afraid I have to order any bras I buy. Victoria Secret does carry bras in a 38DD, because I bought one, but they size a little small, so if you wanted to try them, you might want to try it on in the store first. They usually sell them in the VERY bottom drawer. The only one I have ever bought from them, however, I had to pass on to my MIL. I tried the 38DD on in the store on Friday and by Monday couldn't wear it, because although I didn't know it at the time I was pregnant with my son and by that time my cleavage had come in, even more than usual. I wish I could be of more help...good luck with the search. I wish companies would realize there are larger breasted women out there too!