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I'm with Stephanie, you need some support and if you are in Maricopa there is a MOMS Club right here. They are a wonderful group of Moms just like you. All most all are SAHM but some some work from home, while others outside. To find out more here is the email address for the Maricopa chapter of MOMS Club ____@____.com Tell them that a member sent you and tell them what you have said here. You do have support and it is so close.