S.H.
I know how you feel.
I had a REAL bad morning this morning too... I am PMS'ing, and was so grumpy, which was an overflow from last night. I just woke up feeling so crabby.
I was not pleasant to anyone... and I feel bad too.
Some days, is just so hard.... I feel like I can't keep up with anything, the house is a mess and I feel like no one but me does everything, and everyone is asking me to do things for them since I am the one home and like I don't have anything better to do. I have a play-date to plan for tomorrow and prepare for, personal errands and appointments, taking my son to his things, putting him down for his nap, cooking dinner, cleaning and washing and laundry and where do I find time to even wash my hair?!!! All has to get done TODAY.
My daughter, told me to just calm down. I felt so bad. I apologized too, to my kids. It wasn't their fault, or anyone's fault. I just felt so drained and like I am on a constant treadmill... 24/7.
Anyway, hugs to you. I feel like that too, today.
I feel like a "bad" Mommy too, and that I have no right to feel like this.
But, I am only human.
All the best, you are not alone,
Susan